Nothing too exciting

Pierce got his drivers permit. Heaven help us. I’m pretty excited/nervous about this. 

We went for a walk tonight and we found this mantis on the road. Rex was pretty excited about it and wanted to touch it. We got a stick and saved it from off the road. 

Today Allie had an amazing voice lesson. She sounded spot on. But of course it is the one week her teachers recorder wasn’t working. That’s life for you. After she finished her teacher Jordi issued a dare for Allie to sing to someone outside her family. Allie immediately shut down. She is afraid to do that. I want so much for her to have the confidence. I want her to know how amazing she is. She went upstairs and brought down all these handwritten notes. Oh Allie you CAN do this. I believe in you.   

Bubbas first day of preschool

Today was the big day! My little Man started preschool. He acted excited to go this morning. He has some serious separation anxiety so I’ve worried and prayed that he would do well. Prayers were answered. We got to the school and his friend Eva was having a little bit of a hard time and so he went to console her and while he was doing that I walked away. As I got about half way down the hall I heard him say,” wait where did mom go?” But no crying! When I picked him up he was so excited to see me. But he replied.” I not go back!” But I was so proud of him. We celebrated with a McDonald’s happy meal. Way to go bubba. 

Another Sunday

Today started off with Trent letting me sleep in and he took Rex out to feed the animals and move the water. It was a nice break. I needed the extra sleep. I woke up to them giggling in the living room together. Much better than how he woke me up the first time, by licking me

Repeatedly in the back. 

We got ready for church. It was fast Sunday but Trent has forgotten and made pancakes and I wasn’t going to complain for his generous thought to make breakfast. So we will fast another day. 

We relaxed this afternoon. I watch a nature documentary with the girls about lions and tigers and cheetahs.  

We had our Sacrament meeting this afternoon. I taught the lesson on Samuel the Lamanite and it felt like the kids were throwing stones and arrows at me. They were fidgeting and not being serious. But we made it through and I think they learned something. 

I made bruschetta chicken and White sauce and noodles. 

This evening we went to the Summers house. Today was Jacks birthday so we went to celebrate. We love their family. It was a good day. 

Today was hard

Imagine having to be everyone’s everything. That’s how I felt today. The kids are knee deep into their/our first week of school. Normally it would be a crazy week of me running Kids to and from. I definitely don’t miss that part. But I do miss all the normal routines. I miss our car conversations. I miss hearing all about their days. Seeing their faces when I’m there to pick them up or the simple I love you’s as they exit our car. I don’t have those. I have hard things. I’m solving technology issues. Dealing with emotions, anxieties and stresses. The kids are having a hard time too and I feel bad that they are having to do this too. I guess we are all just trying to figure out this whole new life. Rex has been all out of sorts too. He’s had all the attention from the kids and now they are busy and so he is sad. I just have to try and stay post ya day hope things get better. 

After school we went and got pizza and hung out at home. Later the missionaries came over and filmed our “ Brocky” video. Pierce is going to edit it for our family. 

Yesterday I spent most of the day canning salsa. It turned out so yummy! 

Tonight we measured the kids and Pierce is officially taller than me 5’8.5”! Crazy to believe that. Rex saw us measuring Pierce and kept saying “my turn, my turn!” It was so cute. 

First day of school 2020

This year is different than any other year. The starts of school is all virtual. So that means all the kiddos are home with me and Trent (he is working from home). They all are at different schools this year. Pierce is in high school 9th grade. Brock is in junior high 7th grade. Jaida is at the middle school in 5th grade and Allie is in 2nd grade at Ahtanum Elementary. Rex will start preschool next week. 

We had a few glitches with our internet, but all in all it was pretty successful. It is t was I ever envisioned life would be like that is for sure. The biggest challenge was Rex blasting “baby shark music” on repeat and just being Rex! 

I’m hoping that once we figure it out and the kids get more self sufficient it will be ok. I had to go to conferences after school to meet with some of their teachers. You can tell they are all trying to make this work. I guess we are learning patience. 

But I did feel like laying in the fetal position and crying after is was all said and done.